I am getting addicted to your emails, actually I am waiting for an email from you and it also always makes my day better, even if it is just a few words (though of course I prefer longer emails:)
Do not worry, I am not telling George much about what we are writing about. At the beginning I said a bit about you so that he knows who you are, as I feel better knowing that he knows whom I meet. So I said about you and Dora... For George that you had another woman – it is OK (as long as it was not me ;), but he will never understand that you love her – second woman is “just for sex”. And probably he will not be a big fan of your wife as your situation reminds him of his brother's. But saying this, should you wish to visit us with your wife, it is not a problem – he will be nice to her (he always was to his ex sister-in-law, so I know there would not be a problem ;)
George thinks in a very different way to the way we think. He would not understand at all what we have been talking about feelings and emotions.
As he would not understand our jokes – for him they would be simply not logical. One time when I mentioned that you are doing some trading and
currently financially it does not look very well for you (I hope you do not mind that I said it… it was well before you sent me the email when
you told me that you are really in troubles...) for me it ended up in... over half an hour lecture about proper trading... I have to be very
careful what I say to George, but for very different reasons than other people could think – I just do not want to listen for half-an-hour
about something I am not interested in. He analyses every word I say, never gets what I am trying to say and he simply does not understand me
at all. I told him something about you only that he is not suspicious that there could be something “going on” (at the end I have very strong
connection with you). I wanted George to know that yes, you are a great guy, my very good friend, who is in some troubles and I want to help you,
but there is nothing else going on. And what George thinks about all this? He tries to analyse your trading decisions... As I love George and he
is a great husband and I would never want to hurt him, I have to admit that with him, we do not have any connection, and he often says it himself.
I hope one day you will visit me here on the farm, so you will meet him and then you know what I am talking about.
And here is something for laugh. I do not know why but somehow I remember an embarrassing situation I had with my mum one day. You have to know that my mum when she was young, she really looked like a perfect shaped model. And even now being in her 60ties and a bit “rounder” her legs still look perfect. So last time when I visited my parents (almost 3 years ago) one day with my mum we went shopping and I was trying some business suits. I came out from the changing room to ask my mum what she thinks about my outfit. And my mum in the middle of the shop amongst all the people, loudly said to the salesperson pointing at me “Do you have a longer skirt, because her legs are so fat”. All the people in the shop looked at my legs and I just wanted to disappear. Quickly I went to change and out of the shop. And my mum “Why are you so upset? I just did not want that you buy the wrong suit and get embarrassed somewhere” “Mum, you just embarrassed me in the most possible way!” I replied. And then we went home and my mum started to say that I do not eat enough and bringing me all the food. First she feeds me well and then we go on the street and she talks how fat I am! Every time when I think about that situation I have to laugh.
I like frangipani flowers – we tried to grow one here on our property, but the climate here is not good for this plant so it died...
And it will be difficult to catch me out of composure if there are not many people as when I am only with you I feel very comfortable. So I do not
mind if you get me out of composure with all the people around as long as you tell me what to do – as you did last time - and I do not get
embarrassed to much :)
However, I am not sure if you really want me to behave like myself all the time when I am with you as I like being like a child, especially when I am outside the city. So you have to think about this one again – I do not want to embarrass you ;)
And I was wrong telling you about my shoes – I did not count all my working boots on the farm! I have definitely much more working boots than I have shoes which I can use to go out somewhere.
OK, I had better finish soon and start work outside. I have to do some spraying and then we want to finish our irrigation system at Shed 1 and maybe
continue setting up the new yards.
Yesterday I did not get much done. First we went to town - Darcy was not allowed to come with us :( And then somehow I did not feel very well so for some time I hid in my spot near the first dam where I like to be, where I feel so far away from everything, where I can be alone or with somebody I choose to be (at least in my mind...) Darcy of course was with me and she was playing in the dam and then running to me and jumping over me covering me with drops of dirty water. At the end I looked like dalmatian ;)
I hope you will have a good day at work – should not be too bad as there are still no people there to annoy and disturb you.
I look forward to seeing you tomorrow.