You sound much much better today than you were yesterday – obviously some rest and doing what you love to do makes wonders :) I am sure that you can achieve your goal and get the income you wish to have. Just concentrate on the part you like – the work/activity itself and do not think too much about the money (income it should give). When you do what you love to do, the money will follow. I know that from your perspective I am just on an average salary and have not achieved much, but from my perspective… I am earning about 20times more than my best prognosis were and above all I am living my dream (at least the farm part of it ;). And I never worried about money, so it is why I know that when you do what you love to do you will get where you want to be :)
Said this I have to add that today I was not quite where I wanted to be (and do not worry, I will not tell you on Saturday how good it feels to be on the
farm and admire the sunrise from my office or veranda ;) My body was here in the jail but in my mind I was in a little country town at the back of my car
writing (it is probably why I still have not finished the changes to the page with the reset option – I did the complex part but somehow could not get to
work the simple one… Will continue tomorrow, so hopefully I can finish it before you are back… in the jail ;)
It was quite depressing here today – even Damian was not here, so I did not have anybody to joke with… Some people even asked me what’s wrong, why I am so quiet and then they added “Ah, you are missing Damian, your partner in crime” so I just laughed that he is not allowed to be sick when I am in the office. With Damian I can at least laugh – we might have different opinions on some topics especially here at work, but usually I can convince him to help me with the stuff I want to get done and at the end the work here is not too bad. And he is also helping me with my contract, so he is OK.
Hope you are having a great day :)